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AMIN SHIBA

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 My personality...is engaged with politness, loyalty, and honesty.
I'm a very free person from all points of view and I try to do the things as I want them to be. Very scared of monotony, I always need something new and special.  Sometimes I'm very proud of myself and I suddenly see myself rising from anonymity. This is due especially to my friends' consideration and also to sunny days. Usually full of optimism, I can discover the sun even smiling in the rain. But sometimes I feel very miserable and hopeless. Nobody can really help me in those moments but fortunately they never last long. I enjoy reading very much and the fact that one day I could read the national writers of three countries in original gives me more pleasure in learning their languages (English, French, and Spanish).
            My rhythm of life depends on the music I listen to. At home, in the gym, I always listen to all kinds of music (except the folk one or rap), and the world seems to be entirely mine. Dancing makes me feel freer then ever and in the street I hardly stop myself from moving in dance steps. I have a dream and I'm going to realize it one day as I'm going to realize all my dreams: I and my friends go out for a walk listening to the same music on our walkmans; then we stop in the park and we dance. It doesn't matter if the people say we're crazy. OK, young, foolish, but happy.
            I am very interested in people, they simply fascinate me; never two of a kind. There were times when I wanted to become a psychologist. That would be a job that would never bore me. Then I thought that as a teacher I could do almost the same thing, but forever young and happy. And I'll reach it because I know youth isn't a period of lifetime but a state of mind, an emotional intensity. You are as young as the trust in yourself, as old as you defeat. You will stay young as long as you are sensitive to all that is beautiful, good and new. Not many people know that, so it will be the first thing I'll teach my pupils.

I like working but I don't like to know I have work to do.  Maybe this seems a foolish sentence but it makes a lot sense to me. And there is one more strange thing: I will read with much pleasure the book you give me only if you don't have the bad inspiration to tell me it's for school. My freedom idea is quite dangerous, isn't it?
 For sometime now I have became more romantic then ever. In a way it's a good thing because it helps me in better understanding the people, but on the other hand it's difficult to have such a feeling during school time. My conscience doesn't let me disappoint my teachers so I have to fight hard to get rid of this little confusion in my mind

           
            I have many friends I spend wonderful time with, especially on trips. Yes, I enjoy traveling very much; as a matter of fact that's one of my strongest wishes. I like monuments and sports so I think I have some qualities of a diligent traveler. But I lack other conditions to satisfy this hobby, especially money and spare time, so I have to be patient and hard-working. Maybe one day someone will reward me for that. May this day be not too far! At present the rewards come from my family. I love my family very much and I like making them little surprises, sharing their sorrows and happiness. It is wonderful to see they quarrel my anger seldom lasts more than one day. In my discussions with my friends I try not to slander anybody although I enjoy it. 
             
             

 خداوندا!  من در كلبه فقيرانه خودچيزي را دارم كه تو در عرش
كبريايي خود نداري 
من چون تويي را دارم و تو چون خود نداري
 

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 In this healthy state of mind I have debility: clothes. They have a big influence over my spirits. But this is the weakness of hundreds of guys like me and these problems are well known. You can create happiness only by painting lively colors. The delight of eyes this is what I call happiness, because the eye is the gate of soul. I seek colors and I do the same thing about poems and music. No color, no life.  And so I can't imagine how one could live without music. (I have one such friend and I'm going to make some investigations on this matter.) Colors make me think about flowers. In this field I cannot afford having preferences. Flowers mean peace and love and this is what I like.


             School is very important to me because it helps me enlarge my knowledge and it doesn't let me time for loneliness. Sometimes I think I'll never finish my homework, but thanks to these moments I enjoy free time better.
 Usually I waste my time thinking how not to waste it. I know pretty well what I have to do for everything to be perfect but I don't do it. But it doesn't happen always. Time is the only "person" I never agree with. It is always too short when I want to enjoy the moments of happiness I longed for, and endless when I have to do the things I dislike. It pushes me when I don't want to run and holds me when I'm on the run. After reading this everyone could understand that I am ill of time. This is a very dangerous and catching disease.

 

 

ناز دارد بی سرو سامانیم
مشکل هر کار شد آ سانیم
گر ندانی   غیرت افغانیم
چون به میدان آمدی میدانیم

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