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My personality...is engaged with politness, loyalty, and honesty.
I'm a very free person from all points
of view and I try to do the things as I want them to be. Very scared of monotony, I always need something new and special.
Sometimes I'm very proud of myself and I suddenly see myself rising from anonymity. This is due especially to my friends'
consideration and also to sunny days. Usually full of optimism, I can discover the sun even smiling in the rain. But sometimes
I feel very miserable and hopeless. Nobody can really help me in those moments but fortunately they never last long. I enjoy
reading very much and the fact that one day I could read the national writers of three countries in original gives me more
pleasure in learning their languages (English, French, and Spanish).
My rhythm of life depends on the music I listen to. At home, in the gym, I always listen to all kinds of music
(except the folk one or rap), and the world seems to be entirely mine. Dancing makes me feel freer then ever and in the street
I hardly stop myself from moving in dance steps. I have a dream and I'm going to realize it one day as I'm going to realize
all my dreams: I and my friends go out for a walk listening to the same music on our walkmans; then we stop in the park and
we dance. It doesn't matter if the people say we're crazy. OK, young, foolish, but happy. I am very interested in people, they simply fascinate
me; never two of a kind. There were times when I wanted to become a psychologist. That would be a job that would never bore
me. Then I thought that as a teacher I could do almost the same thing, but forever young and happy. And I'll reach it because
I know youth isn't a period of lifetime but a state of mind, an emotional intensity. You are as young as the trust in yourself,
as old as you defeat. You will stay young as long as you are sensitive to all that is beautiful, good and new. Not many people
know that, so it will be the first thing I'll teach my pupils.
I like working but I don't like to know
I have work to do. Maybe this seems a foolish sentence but it makes a lot sense to me. And there is one more strange
thing: I will read with much pleasure the book you give me only if you don't have the bad inspiration to tell me it's for
school. My freedom idea is quite dangerous, isn't it? For sometime now I have became more romantic then ever. In
a way it's a good thing because it helps me in better understanding the people, but on the other hand it's difficult to have
such a feeling during school time. My conscience doesn't let me disappoint my teachers so I have to fight hard to get rid
of this little confusion in my mind
I have
many friends I spend wonderful time with, especially on trips. Yes, I enjoy traveling very much; as a matter of fact that's
one of my strongest wishes. I like monuments and sports so I think I have some qualities of a diligent traveler. But I lack
other conditions to satisfy this hobby, especially money and spare time, so I have to be patient and hard-working. Maybe one
day someone will reward me for that. May this day be not too far! At present the rewards come from my family. I love my family
very much and I like making them little surprises, sharing their sorrows and happiness. It is wonderful to see they quarrel
my anger seldom lasts more than one day. In my discussions with my friends I try not to slander anybody although I enjoy it.
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